You swept me under the bed Now the ugliness rears it's head unshed This darkening i'm over it You've made me what I am today Disgust in what you've raised unsaid My awakening is far from dead So I'm not like you No I'm not like you Dejected for most of my life so I'm crucified I'm losing my faith I'm hurting to feel I'm searching and there's no one else here If learning to hate is learning to feel This life is so unreal Abusing me again Dejected Dejected A bad seed an utter Degenerate Stained with your neglect unfed The blackest sheep irrelevant You made the stigma I enslave Disgust in what you;ve raised unsaid My awakening is far from dead