I got blindsided, couldn't see it in the slightest That path you walked was the same as mine is Hard to believe, man, tell me you're lyin' Uh-uh-uh (uh-uh-uh) This is something new Crying the first time I ever wore a suit I saw me when I looked at you So now, I fear one day I'm gonna disappear Look in the mirror, to make sure I'm still standing here I been playin' in my head those things I never said Like, like existential dread But I'm not stayin' in my mind, I'm livin' like you said It's gonna be alright until I end up dead (Dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead) Until I end up dead (Dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead) Until I end up— Blindsided, so strong why would you hide it? It's in your bones, man, you had to fight it Came out of nowhere, now, pigs are flying Mm-mm-mm (mm-mm-mm) This is something new (something new) Crying the first time I ever wore a suit (wore a suit) I saw me when I looked at you So now, I fear one day I'm gonna disappear Look in the mirror, to make sure I'm still standing here I been playin' in my head those things I never said Like, like existential dread But I'm not stayin' in my mind, I'm livin' like you said It's gonna be alright until I end up dead (Dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead) Until I end up dead (dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead) Until I end up dead (dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead) Until I end up dead (dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead) (I been playin' in my head those things I never said) (Like, like existential dread) Until I end up dead (dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead) (But I'm not stayin' in my mind, I'm livin' like you said) (It's gonna be alright) Until I end up dead Until I end up dead, I'm gonna be just fine