mou owaraseyou nayami ikiru koto wo nanimo dekinai mama shiniyuku kisetsu nagameru koto wo boku ga fuan nano wa nanika tarinai kara janai boku ga byouki nano wa mitasare sugite shimatta kara ryoute ni kakaeta itoshii mono nado nagamete ushinaitakunai to fuan ni nari namida suru sono takaramono subete motomoto mottenakattarou? saraba kanashimu bakari no hibi umarete deaeta sore dake dayo sora ga kumo ni oowarete nagai kaze wo hiita dake mou kurushimazu ni ikite yukou soba ni wa ikutsu mo no itoshii inochi sekai wa kumotte nanka nai darou furisosogi tsumotteyuku kanashimi bakari wo miteta no mou sonna mono wa mienakute ii yo ne kono sekai wa mada shiranai koto bakari dakara zetsubou suru ni wa mada sukoshi hayai ki ga shinai ka sanjuu un nensei ikita noni nante youchi de kurutte shimau nante omoi mo yoranakute jinseikeikaku to wa nanto yaku ni tatanu no darou saraba jigoku no you na hibi kowai mono wa mou nani mo nai yo matomo na hito ni naritakute ikiteru dake de tsurakute sonna hi wa kako ni natta yo kotae wa zetsubou no naka ni nai kotae wa ikiru naka ni aru no darou furi hajimeta yorokobi wo ryoute no hira de uketomete sono kokoro tsuyoku tsuyoku mamoru yo nakinagara samayoi itsumo kiesou ni naru yowasa wo shitteiru kyou wa nani mo shiranu kinou yori dareka no yaku ni tateru kana sono mirai wa doko he iku no darou yoku mireba sekai wa utsukushiku egao ya nukumori wa soba ni iru noni akaruku ikiru tte koto ga naze konna ni muzukashii? aa hen da nee, totemo hen dayo saraba kanashimu bakari no hibi umarete deaeta juubun darou moshimo kumo ni oowarete kimi ga kaze wo hiita toki deguchi wa aru to tsuyoku utau yo mou kanashii omoi wa shinaide ii yo mou isshoubun kanashindan dayo furisosogi tsumotteyuku itoshii mono ni kakomarete kokoro odayaka ni ikite yukou kamau nara eien ni kienai sekai he