Living life, don't you cry My life, pain is God Many nights, painful thoughts occur Yell at me again, I'm numb In denial, I tried to be your friend I tried to be a good boy All I see, a hate deep inside Startle me, someone save me Now, these memories fill my heart! They bury me! All I wanna do (you are not my real mother) (I'll beat and stab and fuck her) Is kill you! All I wanna do (you are not my real mother) (I'll beat and stab and fuck her) Is kill you! All I wanna do (you are not my real mother) (I'll beat and stab and fuck her) Is kill you! All I wanna do (you are not my real mother) (I'll beat and stab and fuck her) Is kill you! Looking back, I was never ever right You were my step-mom Who always wanted me out of your sight I would come walking in, and I'd say hello But you slap me And you make some fucked up comment about my clothes Then I tried to let it pass But the visions in my head Were with you With a knife up your ass, laying dead So I pop some more caps in your ass Now your son is not so fun Motherfucking bitch! Never try to play me! You made my life not so good All I wanna do is kill you! All I wanna do is kill you! All I wanna do (you are not my real mother) (I'll beat and stab and fuck her) Is kill you! All I wanna do (you are not my real mother) (I'll beat and stab and fuck her) Is kill you! Wish you were dead now! Ahaha! How I know How can I cry over someone I never loved? How can I cry over someone I never loved? Never loved Never loved