I don't know what to say This love-hate is too much It's been going on to long And I've worked to hard My energy is gone And my thoughts are thinning For some reason The reasons escape me And my arguments fail I'm thriving on the extremes No way I coming off of this Hours spent thinking The same meaningless thoughts Writing them down And seeing my life My passions My ideals Destroyed by your words Brushed off like scrap Maybe to be used another day I tired of you disparaging words I keep asking the question Is this thing on?