Break break down Steady breaking me on down Break break down Steady breaking me on down Break break down Steady breaking me on down Break break down Steady breaking me on down You called yesterday To basicallly say That you care for me but That you're just not in love Immediately I pretended to be feeling similarly And led you to believe it was ok To just walk away from the one thing That's unyielding and sacred to me Well I guess I'm trying to be Nonchalant about it And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind Underneath a disguise of a smile Gradually I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel And I lie convincingly Cause I don't want to reveal The fact that I'm suffering So I wear my disguise Till I go home at night And turn down all the lights And then I break down and cry So what do you do when Somebody you're devoted to Suddenly just stops loving you And it seems they haven't got a clue Of the pain that rejection is putting you through Do you cling to your pride And sing I Will Survive Do you lash out and say: How dare you leave this way? Do you hold on in vain as they just slip away Well I guess I'm trying to be Nonchalant about it And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind Underneath the disguise of a smile Gradually I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel And I lie convincingly Cause I don't want to reveal The fact that I'm suffering So I wear my disguise Till I go home at night And turn down all the lights And then I break down and cry Break break down Steady breaking me on down Break break down Steady breaking me on down Gonna break it down Only if you let it Everyday crazy situations rockin' my mind Tryin' to break me down But i won't let it Forget it I'll be feelin' like you're gonna break me down Kickin' me 'round Stressin' me out I think I better go get out and let me relieve some stress Don't ever wanna feel no pain pain Hoping for the sun but it looks like rain rain rain rain rain Oh I just wanna maintain Yeah I can feel the pressure yo But nevertheless Krayzie won't fall It's over It's ending here Well I guess I'm trying to be (Ooh, I'm crying) Nonchalant about it And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind (I'm gradually dying inside of my heart) Underneath the disguise of a smile Gradually I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel (How do I feel) And I lie convincingly (I'm losing my mind) Cause I don't want to reveal The fact that I'm suffering So I wear my disguise Till I go home at night And turn down all the lights And then I break down and cry (I break down and cry) Well I guess I'm trying to be Nonchalant about it And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind (I'm slowly losing my mind) Underneath the disguise of a smile Gradually I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel (How do I feel) And I lie convincingly Cause I don't want to reveal (Why do you think you gotta know I'm suffering) The fact that I'm suffering So I wear my disguise (So I) Till I go home at night And turn down all the lights And then I break down and cry Well I guess I'm trying to be Nonchalant about it And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind Underneath the disguise of a smile Gradually I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel And I lie convincingly Cause I don't want to reveal The fact that I'm suffering So I wear my disguise Till I go home at night And turn down all the lights And then I break down and cry