Disorder and depression inside my head There is no steps I can take to feel better right away All i see is black, It makes me hopeless I need to express a strong reaction no gain - only losses confined with my thoughts I can´t take it anymore It´s time to put an end Try to beat me easily But just like steel I wont crack under this pressure Intense pain - let me weak Powerful drugs - try to seduce me Like steel, i wont crack Under this pressure (Like steel I won´t crack, under this pressure!) I must reach for self control To overcome my addictions I must reach for self control To let me immune to attack I must reach for self control To overcome my fears I must reach for self control And set myself free !