Hands are frozen, time ain't slowing down
I can barely sleep
Stomach's hurting, toss and turning, and
I can barely eat

How much of this can I take?
Don't think this is how nineteen's suppose to feel
When you're floating and you're trying not to sink

I'm at my breaking point
I can't help but
Feel like I'm caving in
I'm at my lowest point
Terrified I'll crack before I bend
But I just wanna feel whole again

Colors glowing, feel Sun on my skin
I'd do anything
Even pain would do if it meant I could
Feel again, feel again

'Cause how much of this can I take?
Don't think that my sanity is worth
Working myself to death when I'm out here just tryna breathe

I'm at my breaking point
I can't help but
Feel like I'm caving in
I'm at my lowest point
Terrified I'll crack before I bend
I just wanna feel wholе again