I’m so sorry, but I’m giving up

This is how it fucking ends
Will anyone hear me?
Will you, wake me from this dream?
I'm so scared, that I'll die alone and disappear
I swear, I swear I tried
Now this is my resting place

Why did you, ignore my cries and watch me die?
So misunderstood
Tell me the truth, was I just too much for you?

Don't you dare, fucking pretend
The signs weren't there
Waited til the bitter end
You made it so hard for me
To pick up the pieces and leave
(Pick up the pieces and leave)

Every night, it crept its way into my dreams
Every single night, I die in my sleep

This is how it's always been and I can’t take it
I've become everything I hate
I'm so tired of pretending it’ll be okay
I need you to stay away, let me die in peace

From the inside out, this sickness strings me up
Stare me in the face, watch me die again
From the inside out, this sickness strings me up
Stare me in the face, watch me die again

Every night, it crept its way into my dreams
Every single night, I die in my sleep
Every night, it crept its way into my dreams
Every single night, I die in my sleep

Watch me fall apart, just like you always do
Kicked me to the curb, you fucking always knew

Break me down, cut me at the knees
Watch my twisted mind crumble at your feet
I'm so lost, in my own fucking nightmare