In the rapture of dust I rebuild, I make sure that the reaper of souls won't collect until it's time to drown And in the river of time I confess that I needed you more than I ever knew, my heart never changed, it was Always you, and I just miss you so fucking much Heavy hearts and empty eyes, I can't let you see what I can't disguise and the naked truth it cuts like a knife You will always be bounded in my history If this is the last song I ever sing I need you to know that this was therapy And in the end I'm ready to be set free I'm back to square one Here I go again pursuing dreams on my own I never thought I'd see the very end of me But I'm falling to my knees I keep talking to the mirror reflection You'll never know what you find when you're searching your mind I never wanted you to tell me exactly what I need I never thought that you would see a reason to set me free Our history is bounded in me I never dreamed that you would go so far to go your own way You said you needed time but it was never mine I feel the current beneath me Dragging me down in this river of time If this is the end of all that I am I will need to let you go You call this love? I call this letting go Stay away from me I know that everything and everyone will find a reason to just turn around from me And I never knew my worth because I just tagged along and made the wrong turns I made mistakes, I live and I learn I never thought it feel like this to reminisce I never thought it hurt like this to exist in the rapture of dust Take what you want and what you need from me What a terrible thing to be You said needed time but it was never mine, so come watch me drown I feel the current beneath me Dragging me down in this river of time If this is the end of all that I am I will need to let you go Thank you