Terrified

You better believe I'm terrified by the sickness in my soul
Whenever I recollect on just how quickly I can lose control
I consider myself a peaceful person most if not all the 
time
You should've been there to see me slip across a crucial 
line

I exploded
Set to bust like a time bomb
Oh God, what have I become???

Right there at the instant just before I pass out from my 
pain
I really can feel how easily a normal person turns insane
I remember a wave of self disgust
And embarrassment and surprise
When I caught the first reflection of the hypocrisy in my 
eyes

I exploded
Set to bust like a time bomb
Oh God, what have I become???

Leaving behind everything I once was
Found out that I'm not as strong as I thought I was
Keep me away, far, far away from family and friends
I'm scared of myself when it feels like I might strike 
again

Leaving behind everything I once was
Found out that I'm not as strong as I thought I was
Keep me away, far, far away from family and friends
I'm scared of myself when it feels like I might strike 
again
I'm Terrified

In the summer of my discontent
Tension was piled high
At the snap of a wrist
This pacifist kissed his innocence good-bye

Good-bye