My brain is pouring out my ear These eyes are heavy and sore It's 2AM and the darkest thoughts Are knocking at my door Hello, is somebody out there? I'm talking to myself again It's so quiet when I'm all alone with myself But it's comfortable in its own way No responsibilities or expectations And I'll do whatever I want today But I'm only making excuses I think I might be sick And fucked up in the head Slowly wasting away all my time in my bed I know that it's not good I should take my meds But I think I'm addicted to always being sad I wanna make it hurt It's better when I bleed I can feel the misery pouring out of me I say I'm doing fine And maybe, that's a lie But I don't wanna bother you, these problems are mine Yeah, these problems are mine Growing up, I had the biggest dreams But now, it all feels like a joke And looking back at it again I should have done the things that I was told But it's all water under the bridge No one can take back what they done Though if I could have traded places with you My life would have been of better use I think I might be sick And fucked up in the head Slowly wasting away all my time in my bed I know that it's not good I should take my meds But I think I'm addicted to always being sad I wanna make it hurt It's better when I bleed I can feel the misery pouring out of me I say I'm doing fine And maybe, that's a lie But I don't wanna bother you, these problems are mine Yeah, these problems are mine I think I might be sick And fucked up in the head Slowly wasting away all my time in my bed I know that it's not good I should take my meds But I think I'm addicted to always being sad I wanna make it hurt It's better when I bleed I can feel the misery pouring out of me I say I'm doing fine And maybe, that's a lie But I don't wanna bother you, these problems are mine Yeah, these problems are mine