Here comes the biggest asshole That the whole world has ever seen Watch as things turn to something I never meant to be Call it a side effect of my arrested development Here with you I'm trapped, out of my element I tear through all this wreckage You left when you dropped the bomb Is there something worth saving Or do I act like nothing's wrong The lesser of two equals gives me nothing at all Lust and madness murder and mayhem My whole life's been about playing It's so surreal Maybe that's why I touch but can't feel Sittin' pretty as I sit up straight Trying to find means to an end I move into harms way I see my face in the mirror I feel my feet but I can't seem to walk in my shoes When it hurts I feel closer to you Closer than you ever knew And the bottom line is knowing I will die and the worms will eat me The bottom line is knowing Ain't no one else I can be Running steady, smile on my face