Killing myself Someone said the fix is in Killing myself Once again, once again Over easy Burnt, my mind is overdone Life¹s a jigsaw Why can¹t I find the missing one Even though I¹ve felt I¹ve proven what it is I¹m worthy of I can¹t exist inside the boundaries of the so-called world of love Someone rescue my downward virtue I dropped the ball again Hands that touch me Take 'em all away Patronizing Will you hear what I say Fuck your caring No one knows what¹s in my heart Bring it all down Break it all down to parts Everytime I have considered why it is I¹m even here Calm collected copasetic, no good reasons why I fear No one rescue my downward virtue Even though I¹ve felt I¹ve proven what it is I¹m worthy of I can¹t exist inside the boundaries of the so-called world of love No one rescue, no one rescue I dropped the ball again I never felt for you for anyone I never ate off the same plate Drop the ball I dropped the ball I take from you, I rape from you I kill myself when I think of you Drop the ball I dropped the ball I take from you, I break from you I used to know how to be human Drop the ball I dropped the ball I take from you, I hate from you No one rescue my downward virtue No one rescue, no one rescue