How am I supposed to heal? I’ve forgotten how to feel Broken promises left out the door I'm broken hearted to the core Sometimes when I’m awake I think about you and I start to hate To hate the feeling And I suffocate My heart from feeling Takes my breath away And sometimes when I’m alone I fight my urges to pick up the phone And call your number like I used to do I was so used to you And now you’re with her I hate her Cause she’s all about you The same way that I was I was a fool for you You played me You’ll play her I already know the truth But she won’t No she don’t She don’t know about you Caught me by surprise The web of your lies You told me you wouldn’t leave You’d never leave my side You lied And I believed You made a fool out of me Everyone warned me But I couldn’t see Blinded by your charm You caused the most harm You never did say you were sorry That don’t matter but oh it haunts me Was there two or was there more? I was dying on the floor You cried you called me I declined I couldn’t breathe I couldn’t breathe You’re selfish You’re fucked up I wish you the worst luck You miss me? Well that’s nice I don’t miss you I miss the fights I miss your wrongs When I was right I miss you degrading me I miss your hate for me I really miss the jealousy And all those times that I would cry You don’t care You were getting high That stupid band Your stupid songs You always cared more about the bong And now look at you All fucked up and alone at two You’ve got me on your mind Wishing you could go back in time And all those those months I was in pain And finding comfort in the rain You didn’t care You made it worse You harassed me I felt cursed You told me you didn’t love me So I don’t get what you want from me I changed my number Leave a fax Leave me alone and face the facts You lost the girl who was always down The only girl who didn’t want the crown She wanted you for you You betrayed her The things you do I hope you know you won’t find better And She’s still burning all your letters If by chance your hear this song I hope you see how you did me wrong You did me wrong