Box Of Pills

With one eye open I can see you with one eye closed I can 
dream
I forgot just who I was and why I left for somebody else
I didn't mean to turn you upside down I guess I got lost in
 a dream
I can't tell you how sick I feel and I keep fucking up 
everything
When it's fine I know that no one is perfect guess I got 
caught in a dream
In your box of pills is a hundred chills and a four hundred
 dollar mistake
It took a lot from me and more from you
So many of us can relate
Like your box of pills I'll never leave you
I remember just who I am and how much I thought I loved you
Keep my emotions from running away
And you can't see the light of another day
Etched in our bones are memories that kept us from being 
enemies
I didn't mean to turn you upside down I guess I just got 
lost in a dream
In your box of pills is a hundred chills and a four hundred
 dollar mistake
I'll think less of me and all of you?