I've been wishing on the nights I can't sleep, sleep For a chance to go back, dive in too deep, deep Haunted by the things I couldn't or shouldn't say, say Echoes of a past that won't fade away, away I walk through memories I try to erase But they come back stronger when I see their faces I'd give anything just to change that days Rewrite the lines I pushed away And I keep dreaming, dreaming slow That time would open doors I closed But every second slips from me Like sand I'm trying not to free Oh how I wish to turn back time Fix the pieces that weren't mine I know I can't, it's out of hand But God, they'll never understand How much I beg to change the past Heal the cracks that still hold fast I know I can't, but I still try In my mind's worn-out rewind There were words I swallowed, tears I hid Truths I buried deep like a scared kid Moments that I broke without meaning to Things I can't fix no matter what I do And I keep dreaming, dreaming slow That time would open doors I closed But every second slips from me Like sand I'm trying not to free Oh how I wish to turn back time Fix the pieces that weren't mine I know I can't, it's out of hand But God, they'll never understand How much I beg to change the past Heal the cracks that still hold fast I know I can't, but I still try In my mind's worn-out rewind If I had a time machine, I swear I'd go back to every version of me- you used to know I'd hold it tighter, speak louder, choose that more Lock every moment like a closed door But I'm stuck here, living with the cost of every second, every chance I lost (Every chance I've) lost Ah I've been wishing on the nights I can't sleep For a time machine I'll never keep And even though I can't go back I still walk those old tracks