Digging My Grave

My hearts like a runaway train
I can’t control the pain
Pulsing through my veins and I'm going down
Can’t you hear the noise, calling from the void?
Can you tell me why?
My heart‘s like a runaway train
I do it all in vain
I’ve got nothing to gain and I don’t see how
Can’t keep up in the race
This never ending chase
My memories erased and I'm going

Down much further
Running faster, talking slower
Get me off this rollercoaster now
Not sober
Lying over have no closure
No way off this rollercoaster
Somewhere someone’s digging my grave

My hearts like a runaway train
I can’t put out the flame
To end this stupid game and I'm going down
These words I can’t erase
Can’t be put in place but I see now
I'm stubborn, never learn
But my hearts running further
Can’t help my bad habits or take this much longer
And I'm going

Down much further
Running faster, talking slower
Get me off this rollercoaster now
Not sober
Lying over have no closure
No way off this rollercoaster

My own worst enemy is the darkest side of the things I see in me
That I can’t keep pushing

Down much further
Running faster, talking slower
Get me off this rollercoaster now
Not sober
Lying over have no closure
No way off this rollercoaster

Somewhere someone’s digging my grave