The leaves are piling up The trees are getting ugly And fall is gonna suck Here without anyone It's been a couple months Since you said you don't love me I stopped doing the drugs That helped me fall asleep So now I close my eyes But don't get a wink of rest Laying on your side of the bed That I always liked better 'Cause either way you're still gone Sitting without me at some little bar Drinking alone until the lights come on How is that better than whatever we lost? Spending your nights fucked up Floating with girls you have to sneak into clubs That only hang out with you because you've got drugs I don't understand how this is better I don't understand how this is better than love I guess I lost my touch Stopped holding your attention It's weird 'cause everyone Tells me I'm so interesting When you said we were done I learned you had no empathy 'Cause you still didn't budge When I was crying at your feet So now I close my eyes But don't get a wink of rest Laying on your side of the bed That I always liked better 'Cause either way you're still gone Sitting without me at some little bar Drinking alone until the lights come on How is that better than whatever we lost? Spending your nights fucked up Floating with girls you have to sneak into clubs That only hang out with you because you've got drugs I don't understand how this is better than ours And I still don't know why You just sort of up and left I've got a few hunches But now I guess they don't really matter