Her lashes stuck with palm prints to my face. I never wanted to be what I always hate. A new scent from old regrets like the backhand from my fathers glance. And I'm crucified if I believed the cross meant anything. Oh heaven sent him? Well I forgot him. It didn't help my mother pay the rent. And in the view of 'Perfect Town'. I was the bastard with a broken crown. I'm just trying to figure out why I did this. (Why I did this!) Believe me! (Believe me!) You need me cause I'm fucked up. And I'm just trying to figure out why I'm so in love with doubt. Why am I so afraid? What is it that keeps me up at night? [x2] The passion the feel, the tear in the seal, the lies and the lies and the lies that I tell. Why did I do this? Why oh why oh why? And how can I fix this How could how could I? And I'm just trying to figure out why I'm so in love with doubt. Why am I so afraid of myself? What is it that keeps me up at night? [x2] The passion the fail, the blood in the sail, the lies and the lies and the lies that I tell. I'm still so afraid (Give me!) of the life I'd like to live. (A reason to go on!) [x2] Give me a reason to go on alone. I'm still afraid. And all I ever wanted was to not feel alone. All I ever wanted was to find my way home. All I ever wanted was to not feel alone but that's exactly what I got 'cause that's exactly what I'm owed.