I hear siren sounds, so nostalgic Could it have been you? Could it have been me? I'm only a mess 'cause you caused it I beat myself black and blue Tryna make sense of you If I could fly free of your love I could rise, be who I was If I could go unknowing All the damage love would cause If I could fly where I wanna be I could rise your weight of disease If I had gone in knowing All the damage love would cause I wouldn't love you Blind proximity Blind proximity, 'ximity Blind proximity Blind proximity It isn't too late, might as well be I could run easy A threat used as a plea You love all the ways I've become you A blank page for your decrees Writing what you want of me If I could fly free of your love I could rise, be who I was If I could go unknowing All the damage love would cause If I could fly where I wanna be I could rise your weight of disease If I had gone in knowing All the damage love would cause I wouldn't love you I wouldn't love you (Blind proximity, 'ximity) I wouldn't love you (Blind proximity) I wouldn't love you (Blind proximity) If I could fly free of your love I could rise, be who I was If I could go unknowing All the damage love would cause If I could fly where I wanna be I could rise your weight of disease If I had gone in knowing All the damage love would cause I wouldn't love you Blind proximity Blind proximity, 'ximity Blind proximity Blind proximity