I have breathed in the poison from all worlds for a long time and now I am like a monster My heart and my body are so ugly that people turn their eyes away I am like rubbish I, who am no longer a human, can't walk on my two feet I am now quadruped, running around like a beast The neon light that reflects in my pupil is there to find my eye and light it up The azure sky that I look up to from the ground is bearing down on me, so high up The building that is about to fall over any minute is expressing the equilibrium of my mind And all of my body parts, all of my organs are about to start moving on their own free will Ahh... I can't control my mind any longer... My body is like a spider, broken into 8 parts That progress forward by pulling each other Karma drips and falls off from my ripped body together with tears and blood together with sweat and mud Making it look so horrible But despite this, my body is still advancing forward and i cannot hold myself back I am going across fields, mountains and valleys Without knowing my final destination "You do not qualify as a living human being" "How can you still live despite all of this ?" Two questions are sweeping me with guilt I no longer have my own will and my body simply continues to advance I am let down by This cruel world I am becoming extinct from this chanting My mind is about to relax But the body won't let it As a result I'm being cleansed Look on the right by holding a gun in your hand Look on the left with a rose in your hand Going to the heaven or hell ? Is it a justice or a crime ? Two futures await at horizon There is no path in front of me There is no one behind me either Only one point in the barren earth There is no one above me There is no one below me What prevails is horizon Look on the right by holding a gun in your hand Look on the left with a rose in your hand Going to the heaven or hell ? Is it a justice or a crime ? Two futures await at horizon No one special You can't win