A Homicide Divine

Disgust drives deep into my flesh and the lightest of day 
lifts me into your longing
to live surpassing our standards and once again falling 
into your final branded
the weak I fell it burn I see the fire beneath you eyes 
your hate for you leaves
these scars bleeding imprisoned myself in your narcissism
I am surrounded by words that mutilate my mind
and beneath my skin your lies clot within turning my 
insides
cold envision your blood streaked across the tiles drying
like paint around my hands battered I lie on the floor as a
 child coming closer
to death I wonder what makes me chant conquered
you've left my aspirations I fall with your help we abolish
 creation
your hatred is for yourself your rain lashes hard upon my 
shoulders
I fall to my knees wishing that you could see yourself