T.V. Baby

I am a t.v. baby it's weird when you stop and think about 
it. "Donna Martin graduates! Donna Martin graduates!" 
Totally different head...nanoo nanoo. REEAAAAAAAR!! 911! I 
remember watching Harvey Corman the Carol Brunett show from
 behind the couch where my parent sat. I was supposed to be
 in bed. Once we were old enough to complain and whine 
about hind????????? every Sunday night, we had popcorn and 
watched the Muppet Show in the living room. You know, my 
t.v. is wortha a million dollars. Why I call it my "Million
 dollar t.v."? This is because When I was 20 years old I 
had a day job, a skateboard and a band. But no savings 
account. I couldn't ask my parents for money it wasn't an 
emergency. My roomate told me to go to this certain rent to
 own company. It's like 20 bucks a month for a t.v.! 
Unreal! So I went and picked out a cute 12 inch colour t.v.
 and walked home with it that day. I got a remote control 
unit, and I ordered cable. Life was amazing! Before work in
 the morning I could watch the To
day Show I remember when Bryant announced to the viewing 
audience that Katie got caps on her teeth! He busted her 
right on t.v.! Can you believe that? After I came home from
 work, I'd leave the t.v. off until I got into the kitchen,
 made a cup of coffee or tea with like 4 sugars, got my 
cigarettes; 100s matches; wooden and took a seat in front 
of the television and turned on some talk shows! This is 
the life! I used to think. I didn't even own a bicycle or 
any transportation. I got my skateboard deck out of the 
garbage and got trucks and
risers for free! Why one of the wheels was practically 
square! I had tofu hot-dogs in the fridge , and milk and 
diet soda and that was it. No new clothes just ratty 
t-shirts and jeans and stuff. I had minimal shoes--no 
makeup but soap, and, uh, no furniture. But FUCK! Did I 
have a beautiful t.v.! I'd watch it while I ate supper and 
then 'till I left for band rehearsal. After that, I get 
home late and go to sleep cause I'd wake up at 7 to go to 

work. This was my routine It was the greatest. I was truly 
blessed with my little t.v. and adored it. I put hello 
kitty stickers all over it and the remote. It was 
beautiful. I would get a bill in the mail every month. I 
mostly paid them on time cause I could go downtown to the 
rent to own store and hand them my payment. How convenient!
 As the last 6 years went by, my t.v. saw me through 7 
apartments, 4 boyfriends, 2 bands, 1 job--my same job for 5
 years and 10 tours--and 1 fuckin' asshole at the credit 
bureau. Here's what happened: because even though I
was often getting late on my payments. This Rent to Own 
stuff was you know, giving me, a credit
rating. I started getting all these credit card 
applications in the mail. "What luck!" I got a visa card 
pronto. I bought Dickie's engineering overalls--the first 
thing I bought. The second thing, of course, was some 
shoes. The third, of course, was dinner for a boyfriend. 
This is the life! Then I got a Bay card, Then I got a Holt 
Renfrew card. I got a fuschia Perry Ellis, hockey sized 
duffel bag for touring. I got Elizabeth Arden products for 
touring, I got M.A.C makeup and lots of clothes for 
touring.
Then I went on tour! Life on the road got good! That van 
never smelled better! Then, while we were on tour in a 
strange city at soundcheck, we get a phone call from the 
chick whose place we crashed at that she got broken into. 
We went back there. All that got stolen was my pink duffel 
bag with all my new clothes and girly panties and shower 
gels and you name it! Everyone else had their punk rock 
bags and t-shirts and stuff left alone. Just me..the 
girl..the girl with the shiny pink bag. The policeman at 
precinct 51 were awesome. They made a report and I even got
 a real police shirt they felt sorry for me cause all I was
 left with was the dress on my back. The other band we 
played with on the bill last night, the singer, Leslie and 
the Mary-Anne lady who ran the bar donated some dresses and
 panties and makeup and stuff. I was glad it was me that 
was robbed and not one of my band guys I mean I still have 
my day-job and I still had credit cards I'm glad the van 
wasn't stolen. I mean, it was just me. I
was bawling when I phoned my manager long-distance, don't 

get me wrong! But I had to get over it quickly. Because I 
was my own tour manager so I couldn't be a baby. I mean, I 
still had to get a meal
buy-out out of the club-owner that night. You know, the 
show must go on! But my point is, everything i mean, 
EVERYTHING in that duffel bag and the bag itself was a 
credit card purchase. I figured I was shown lessons. It 
gave me alot to think about. By the time I got off the tour
 and luckily
went back to my day-job, my bills were all piling up. I 
couldn't keep up! My credit cards were all maxed. and I had
 no cash. I couldn't even eat. I was fucked. The credit guy
 called at my work and asked if I was stupid. He said that 
him and his cronies were going to wait for me at my house. 
I
was crying and freaked out. He was a legit bill collector 
too! Phone to freak me out..and he did! So I phoned home 
and I figured out I had to get my dad to co-sign a loan so 
I could consolidate my debts. bag itself was a credit card 
purchase. I figured I was shown lessons. It gave me alot to
 think about. By the time I got off the tour and luckily 
went back to my day-job, my bills were all piling up. I 
couldn't keep up! My credit cards were all maxed. and I had
 no cash. I couldn't even eat.
I was fucked. The credit guy called at my work and asked if
 I was stupid. He said that him and his cronies were going 
to wait for me at my house. I was crying and freaked out. 
He was a legit bill collector too! Phone to freak me 
out..and he did! So I phoned home and I figured out I had 
to
get my dad to co-sign a loan so I could consolidate my 
debts. Which brings me to my million dollar t.v. So my 
t.v., my beautiful t.v. was about 20 bucks a month. I think
 it was about a 400 dollar t.v. remember it was a 12 inch. 
So, you'd think it would be paid off in about in less than 
2 years. Here's the snag. Out of my 20 dollar month payment
 like a buck 50 would go to my actual purchase! Can you 
believe that? So even though over three years, I paid like 
700 bucks...It wasn't paid off. FUCK ME! Needles to say, my
 t.v. was included in my bill consolidation. That's when I 
dubbed it

my million dollar t.v. I got rid of all those credit cards,
 well, except for one for emergencies and got rid of my 
bill collectors. I have my own apartment now, lost my day 
job to touring. I have a stereo and a GT BMX and I go to 
the gym. But more important than anything. I have my 
t.v.--my
million dollar t.v. with the hello kitty stickers all over 
it..still have it! I watch Rosie, The X-files, Baywatch, 
sometimes I turn the telephone off so I can watch The 
Nanny! I don't have a routine except hmm..Sunday night when
 I watch the Community Cable Channel for the Italia t.v. 
and soccer report. Or hockey night in Canada or CBC on 
Saturday morning for "Fashion File". T.v. is still really 
fun. I'm addicted, I guess. Life is still amazing. and I 
still love my million dollar t.v. and I truly, truly am a 
T.V. baby.