Sometimes it takes up all I have inside to focus on what’s good in life Appreciate things and love and laughter We used to have so much fun It seems to me that I was just fine when I was around you Now comfort me and bar my way to the door Threaten me with your dark eyes my dear Push me towards the ivory colored wall And make me sob and cry for mercy oh I'm sure I'm gonna go insane right there in your arms You rip up my body I believe it was always yours I wish you would throw stones at me So that I’d stop showing up at your door every night So starved to the bone of love and laughter But I can’t breathe oh, and I know I brought this on myself Now my voice fails and I’ve got a feverish head And you drive me out Out in the cold into a fuckin’ snowstorm Have you lost your mind my dear? Have you lost your mind? All of the words we said are strewn across the wooden floor And it seems like everything falls apart these days The ground I’ve conjured up for us It’s going to rot if I don’t stop wreaking havoc We’re running up and down Up and down Up and down the whole damn time my dear Now comfort me and bar my way to the door Threaten me with your dark eyes my dear Push me towards the ivory colored wall And make me sob and cry for mercy oh I'm sure I'm gonna go cuckoo’s nest right there in your arms Now rip up my body I believe it was always yours Always yours to have I’ve opened all the gates And letting in all the agony that I could find And oh I tried to connect to anyone for so long