Nothing is what nothing is But that's when I'm most affectionate To me, it comes effortless With you I'm almost separate 38 special (om Shanti) It's stupid if you hope for something resembling control And trouble, I don't know you know and I never will But I stick with you still (sulfur) I might just let it rain, this feng shui Ain't nobody reading that fucking essay But let me just say, you're breathtak–, breathtaking So what is a feeling? Fucking and cheating Sitting and reading, staying up late, sleeping Nothing takes what nothing gets Desperate affectionate, desperate He hates himself and wants himself to die He hates himself and wants himself to die He hates himself and wants himself to die To die, to die He hates himself and wants himself to die He hates himself and wants himself to die He hates himself and wants himself to die (fuck you all, suffer) To die, to die In the night, total fuckin' darkness In the night, marvel at the carcass What's the price? What's the price for the circus? Whatever it is, it's worth it, better be worth it Couple M's for the house, for the hermit Show me what I did, show me where it's hurting Stretch me like elastic, so thin and so perfect So good to be of service (black fire) The blood, the blood, we want the blood The blood, the blood, the blood, we want the blood The blood, the blood, the blood, we want the blood The blood, the blood, the blood, we want the blood The blood, the blood (so bad we want it, so bad we want it) The blood, the blood, the blood, we want the blood The blood, the blood, the blood, we want the blood, the blood You want the eight to be great, it's nine You want the ultra negative, big smile How many times you said it's life? Like, it's to a point where it's needle's eye I, I want to burn, but I'm freeze dried (I–) So don't concern me with these weak fires (I–) I want the curtain, bitch, ease out (I–) Think I deserve it, just peace out Space out Surfing on the yellow lake of black fire, neither good nor evil Terrified to die and thus purify Dual and torn, riding the waves between ecstasy and madness Overflowing with joy and sadness, unable to commit to one side Afraid to live, afraid to die Space out, words can't be made out Fade out, fall on the ground, laid out It's not as bad as it's made out I wanna be past the veil now, now Space out, words can't be made out Fade out, fall on the ground, laid out It's not as bad as it's made out I wanna be past the veil now, now