I don’t feel fear anymore Nothing feels safe I don’t feel anything I used to wake up scared every day My head never slows down Now the fear is gone, faded away And I don’t feel bad, I'm just empty now I keep waiting for the panic again Waiting for my chest to explode But nothing came back after that Everything just went quiet and cold I thought numb was saving me somehow But I don’t feel anything now I'm sorry I don’t feel love I don’t feel pain I don’t feel joy I don’t feel shame I don’t feel fear I don’t feel strong I don’t feel anything Something is wrong I feel like I probably have no chains left Like an empty child just walking around This place doesn’t feel like home And it’s all I know I breathe I move Nothing feels real I miss loving someone, even if it hurts I miss trusting people, even when they lie I know they think I know the truth But I must believe in me One more time Sometimes I want to restart my life Erase my mistakes, not fix them twice I want a clean start, not fixing the past I'm tired of repairing what is already crashed Where are the stars when the clouds turn black? Where is my voice when I'm following my head? I don’t feel love I don’t feel pain I don’t feel human I don’t feel the same I don’t feel fear I don’t feel safe I don’t feel present I just exist I thought numb would save me somehow But I don’t feel anything now I'm still waiting for you I'm still waiting for you I don’t feel fear Where is the darkness When I'm tired of the light? Where is the light When the darkness consumes me alive?