God They won't stop They're loud again I'm scared of what they want from me God, help me! These voices tell me I'm not worth a thing They push and push until I can't fucking think I try to breathe but everything feels wrong I've been holding on to nothing for too long They say I break the people that I love They say I ruin everything I touch They say I'll never change I'll never heal They get so loud I can't control what I feel I'm scared they'll make me hurt myself again I'm scared I'll lose whatever strength I have left I'm scared of nights where I just shut down I'm scared of me when no one is around (Save me) I'm falling faster than I want to admit These thoughts hit harder than they fucking should hit I try to fight but I can't slow them down They scream my name every time I'm on the ground Save me! The pills don't help they only mute the noise But when they fade I lose what's left of my voice I sit alone and shake until I crack I feel like I can never get myself back I hurt the ones who try to stay with me I push them off before they even see I hate myself for everything I've done I'm tired of feeling like I'm always the wrong one (Save me) I'm scared of what they make me do Save me I can't get through They tell me I'm nothing They tell me I'm broken They tell me I'll never be fucking okay (God don't let me end this way) Save me from myself I'm losing air I'm losing what I felt If someone hears the shaking in my breath Don't let me fade don't let me fear what's next God I'm still here But I'm not okay Please don't let me disappear