does it matter, all the pieces of your life you have lost my presence is shattered, open to you for all it cost It's an honest opinion, an ignorant decision, a life ending incision this is what always burned, this your messiah will have to learn inside this lonely mind hides another danger you can't deny All this is, another focus, on my madness explain it, attempted misery, addicted sadness all my torment can it be described all my torment will it leave from inside all this is, another focus on my madness explain it, attempted misery, addicted sadness all my struggle can it be justified all my struggle amplified, WHY every day another struggle every day lived in fucking torment all these fears made up of nothing all my life tricked into killing myself and the shit about me fuck this world and all around me for being in my life and wasting my time i bury the remains, i end it with my own life i end it with my own life life failure incompetence rejection resistence this is my natural torment