All this beauty is so disgusting.. All these smells of flowers and joy,-well they rip me up inside.. You see Pain is the only thing that can take me away from this Disgusting place -Another wound I cut in my flesh..I see the shining sun that sparkles in the lake.. Another wound I cut in my flesh.. Pain-joy-pain-joy-pain-joy-pain inside.. I see the shining sun that sparkles in the lake.. Another wound I cut in my flesh!!