Stepped through the threshold I made it beyond the bend As my feet touch the ground I feel the worlds extend As the blinding light fades into colour I feel my reborn skin Everything is different now But there's still a hole within Is this what I longed for? Why am I still wanting more? Why am I not satisfied? I gave up everything for this And I'm still hollow inside Surrounded by a family They're strangers to me now Surrounded by familiar places But I don't know my way around Maybe I got it all wrong The scenery has changed Everything is better now But I still feel the fucking same I think I'm not meant to be happy No matter how far I go Is this what I longed for? Why am I still wanting more? Why am I not satisfied? I gave up everything for this And I'm still hollow inside Time passes but I still stay the same I loathe the person I became Another life, another place What I am was not replaced Reflection changes everything And I'd like to think I've learnt from my mistakes But I can't go back, for here I'm trapped I can't change my fate Maybe I was the problem all along How I saw the world Now I can't return Never took a chance to stop and smell the roses I'm buried beneath As my body decomposes I convinced myself nothing was right I wasted time A wasted life With all that I've learned it all stays the same Nothing I can do Nothing I can change And maybe I was the problem It was me all along I couldn't fix how I saw the world And now there's nothing I can do There's no way that I can return And I can recognise now that I should've taken a moment A chance to stop and smell the roses If I'd just taken that moment to reflect Maybe I wouldn't be buried beneath them As my body decomposes And I convinced myself that nothing was right That there was no reason for me stay I wasted time A wasted life And with all that I've learned I can say it all stays the same There's nothing that I can change I can't go back I can't replay And if I could Would I be happy to be alive? There's no way that I could know Maybe in another life