I Can't Remember To Forget

We said goodbye in salt spring rain that's why my eyes were
 wet
I laughed too high the satin pain and said I'd soon forget

Now when we meet I try to be smart laugh clown laugh is my 
rule
But behind every smile is a tear in my heart and behind 
every laugh is a fool

My nights are lonely and days are long I must forget you 
and yet
No matter now how much it's wrong I can't remember to 
forget

(Now when we meet I try to be smart laugh clown laugh is my
 rule)
But behind every smile is a tear in my heart and behind 
every laugh is a fool

My nights are lonely and days are long...
I can't remember to forget