Clara, I can't believe how this has come to be Clara, to understand just try and think of me It's cold here, it's cold inside this room, my heart, this sea This ocean that we're drowning in, this gift that life brought me I don't know why I must be here I don't know why I must be here Clara, you're all I have, your portrait in my mind I know it will die with me and you'll still be fine Till this storm is over, this weight on my shoulders I can't stand emotion, without you I can't feel I don't know why I must be here I don't know why I must be here I don't know why I must be here I don't know why I must be here But I wish you always dreams of butterflies Of childhood memories of summertime Clara, to forgive me, please just try And we'll float away butterfly I don't know why I must be here I don't know why I must be here I don't know why I must be here I don't know why I must be here