Unattainable

I carry so many memories,
  caresses that I've guarded over time

  A word - to cloud over my space - uproots my emotions 
with a pull

  I pause without speaking
  in this solitude I am
  desperate - intending to trap you.

  Unattainable
  Lost in another's arms
  because of your silence
  I feel like a prisoner

  Unattainable
  Capable of causing me pain
  to have you be mine
  I die inside

  How much I want to
  say I'm sorry
  To shout my reason
  That I don't have you

  A word
  Clouds my space
  Uproots my emotions with a pull

  I pause without speaking
  in this solitude I am desperate
  intending to trap you.

  Unattainable
  Lost in another's arms
  because of your silence

  I feel like a prisoner

  Unattainable
  Capable of causing me pain
  to have you be mine
  I die inside

  Unattainable
  Lost in another's arms
  because of your silence
  I feel like a prisoner

  Unattainable
  Capable of causing me pain
  to have you be mine
  I die inside

  Unattainable
  Lost in another's arms
  because of your silence
  I feel like a prisoner