It's a cruel joke Somebody is playing You're already playing the price I couldn't stop it Even if I wanted Spilling on the carpet like wine I love you and I hate it I'm trying not to say What's on my mind But it's like cancer It'll kill us over time I can't do anything Can't even fall asleep Without you noticing And tryna take the bullets for me I don't wanna bleed you out I don't wanna bleed you out And I'll do anything To give your heart a break Just cause you can You shouldn't have to take that shit to the grave I don't wanna bleed you out I don't wanna bleed you out It's a cruel joke, fuck, it's almost funny It'd be one thing if you told the truth But you don't cause You're too busy taking care of me To take care of you I love you and I hate it I'm trying not to say What's on my mind But it's like cancer It'll kill us over time I can't do anything Can't even fall asleep Without you noticing And tryna take the bullets for me I don't wanna bleed you out I don't wanna bleed you out And I'll do anything To give your heart a break Just cause you can You shouldn't have to take that shit to the grave I don't wanna bleed you out I don't wanna bleed you out