I have felt the old self debating here And I do not know what the fuck is freaking out My new friends say wassup? I'm fucking plastered Miss lack of when you lived in a small town Everything was so simple, and suddenly Suddenly I got rich and woke up On a bed in cali with a guy on my side Man, he smells like cocaine His arm around my waist makes me feel Like I'm trapped, 5:31 a.m I think I sucked this guy last night I mixed all those pills and I smelled it I have drugs by my side and a headache I want to leave, I want to go home again I have felt the old self debating here She would never do everything I'm doing I miss myself, I'm alone in the dark I miss me, bring me back to life My girlfriend left me after I filled her with money That bitch did not even say thank you mommy She became a prostitute for others Holy shit, I miss the old me I miss the old me, I miss the old me Man, he smells like cocaine His arm around my waist makes me feel Like I'm trapped, 5:31 a.m I think I sucked this guy last night I mixed all those pills and I smelled it I have drugs by my side and a headache I want to leave, I want to go home again