I'm not sure what I'm doing here
Have I given my best shot?
Have I really lived?
Or have I not?

Sometimes the world is so hard to please
And I don't feel God enough
When will we all measure up?

And I've talked to heaven so many times
And my dress has tasted tears
They say, "We'll just see how tough you can be this year"

Now all my feelings are falling down
And are piling at my feet
And each tear I've lost
A piece of me

Well I love you now and I love you then
And I will until I die
'Cause I know time's not on our side

And I've talked to heaven so many times
And my dress has tasted tears
They say, "We'll just see how tough you can be this year"

My heart has died
A thousand times
But I still come back
We won't change
And we all hate
But we still need
Show your faith
Enough to wait
But our love still freezes

And I've talked to heaven so many times
And my dress has tasted tears
They say, "We'll just see how tough you can be"

I talked to heaven so many times
That it's bleeding in my ears
They said, "We'll just see how tough it can be this year
This year"