F Am C F F Am C F [Verse 1] F Am Feelings will change but I never feel enough C F And time heals in waves but won't fill the holes you dug F Am Memories fade but I hold onto my love C F I stay awake wishing on stars above [Pre-Chorus] F Am I try not to think about, the ways that it's coming down C F The things I was feeling then, I don't wanna feel again F Am Deep breaths coming in and out, one kick and I'm coming down C F Dm The things that I never said, I don't wanna hold them in [Chorus] Am C It snowed in October when I wanted rain F F I don't think I'm changing but I don't feel the same Am C And all of my pieces that I gave away F F I'm burning my body so I can stay warm F Am C F F Am C F [Verse 2] F Am I tried to grow but I never change enough C F I tried to be whole but somebody pulled the plug F Am All that I was crumbled beneath your weight C F Days turn to night and love withers into hate [Pre-Chorus 2] F Am I try not to think at all, the room never felt so small C F I heard all the words you said, coloring my bones in red F Have we lost the coast line yet? Am How deep does the water get? C F Dm The waves go above my head, I don't wanna hold my breath [Chorus] Am C It snowed in October when I wanted rain F F I don't think I'm changing but I don't feel the same Am C And all of my pieces that I gave away F F I'm burning my body so I can stay warm F Am C F F Am C F F Am It snowed in October when I wanted rain C F I don't think I'm changing but I don't feel the same F Am And all of my pieces that I gave away C F F I'm burning my body so I can stay