Woke up feeling like I'm on my deathbed Still drunk, and laying next to my regrets You love pushing me right up to the edge And watching me take the last step Don't wanna still be haunted by your ghost But can't stop chasing feelings that keep it close Hold on every time I start to let go 'Cause pain is the drug I can't quit Isn't it all kinda funny Got ur hands on my neck but ur dead to me Why was it so hard to love me? Left before I ever figured out why And it sucks, all alone with these thoughts You made it harder to trust, hit me right in my guts I guess the damage is done Why was it so hard to love me? Got ur hands on my neck but ur dead to me I wish you knew exactly how it felt To watch you run from here to someone else You might as well have dragged me straight to hell And locked the door on your way out Isn't it all kinda funny Got ur hands on my neck but ur dead to me Why was it so hard to love me? Left before I ever figured out why And it sucks, all alone with these thoughts You made it harder to trust, hit me right my my guts I guess the damage is done Why was it so hard to love me? Got ur hands on my neck but ur dead to me (You're dead to me) (Got your hands on my neck but you're dead to me)