I hate to think of you again I hate the freckles on your skin Hate your hair cause it was blonde And the list goes on and on Hate the way that you look Hate way that you smile Hate the way that you laugh Hate the way that you cry Hate the way that I have to tell All of these lies Just to make myself happy Hate the way that you talk To yourself in your sleep And the distance you go For your hopes and your dreams Hate the way that I have to tell All of these lies Just to make myself happy Moving on is harder than I ever thought it would be Trying not to think of you is harder than it should be You're amazing and I hate it cause I know I wasn't Maybe now I'll be the man you always thought I could be 1, 2 out the door, girl you left I hit the floor Laying there with nothing to lose Now 3, 4 overdose, wish that I could pull you close But right now I can't handle the truth Hate the way that you look Hate way that you smile Hate the way that you laugh Hate the way that you cry Hate the way that I have to tell All of these lies Just to make myself happy Hate the way that you talk To yourself in your sleep And the distance you go For your hopes and your dreams Hate the way that I have to tell All of these lies Just to make myself happy