No, it's not how you wanted it But don't be what you're not Take all the time you need to sit with it Get to a safe spot You took the blame 'Cause you think it fits That's all we've been taught What was the need you were needing then? You tried to meet it But got a little lost You tried to meet it But got a little lost You tried to meet it But got a little lost (I mean, this is a person who claims that he's tough) (And all this, but he is just paper thin) (Light the gas) We'll take a room for the night We'll meet our maker if we go outside He's lurking My best guess, it was a lie The true test will be when you pry A little more for more fumes Oh, won't you? It won't do so Forget it now Letting the fear lead a life (So humiliating) (You know perfectly well how you imagine things) (Don't say that) (A momentary criticism or even not enough praise sends him off) (Into one of these abusive cycles we've had to deal with) One of the guys With truck nuts on his ride Taught, bought pride We'll take a room for the night We'll meet our maker if we go outside He's lurking My best guess, it was a lie The true test will be when you pry A little more for more fumes Oh, won't you? He's a big boy (So often that that overcompensation of strength and abuse) (Is actually a reaction to insecurity, or personal fear) (Or sort of feeling that they're out of control themselves) He's a big boy What a big boy now One around 'Cause you didn't know how to 'Cause you never been taught to And you're never gonna know how If you're never gonna want to He's a big boy What a big boy He's a big boy now One around Yet all around Lurking There's a big boy There's a big boy There's a big boy now Aren't you proud?