I feel it comin' today No bitter pills, just shallow hills Dead set to fade away I guess it's time for me To boldy go, so comatose I just forget to be So many reasons not to fight, I won't resist It's easier than this I surrender to the current Let the water pull me in Oh, I promise I will continue But at the moment, I'm not in the mood to live I know it's startin' today The heaviness of all of this can take a lot away And when it gets on to me The only thing that I can do is simply wait and see Don't get me wrong, I don't want to die, or breathe, or move I just wanna live, wanna live to see I surrender to the current Let the water pull me in Oh, I promise I will continue But at the moment, I'm not in the mood to live I surrender to the current Let the water pull me in Oh, I promise I will continue But at the moment, I'm not in the mood to live I'm not in the mood to live