Sometimes I'm not the same person My state worsens And I'm a burden Sometimes something strange consumes me There's nothing to me You see right through me It hurts, and sure Just speaking what I'm thinking Might be the easiest thing To start to fix this spirit Of mine, but I Would rather just keep drinking So if you did not already know Now you know that I'm not worth your time I will make you cry I will make you choke I know I do it on my own I guess I have the potential But not the drive to Try to text you And when I do I hope short texts Will suffice When I'm upset I never wanna talk I just wanna drink My fucking life away And ruin everything What if you're all I've got? Has the thought ever crossed That little head of yours? Well I'm not worth your time I will make you cry I will make you choke I know I do it on my own Things are left better untold So I'll keep my mouth closed Oh I'll keep my mouth closed I know I do it on my own all of the time