I wanna share what's in my heart But my emotions tear apart All the words, all the chords Before they have a chance I try to write them in a book But all the effort that it took I'll rip the page And let the pieces slowly drift away I can't escape This feeling and The shadows that it casts from its core I can't find A new light To guide me back from the dark Every time I open up This book of mine I always find It's all lost, it's all gone No thanks to the endless loop of Apathy, perpetually Tearing up the pages of My feelings to not be And I~ can't make it stop A melody Was effortlessly free But now I only see An empty diary Throw the notebook to the ground To join the pages from its bounds Had enough This feeling stole the passion right out of me I lay my head into my hands I've given it all that I can How do I Open up and let the words free Oh, I reach out To find a song To give it a meaning for myself And I'll take hold And I'll cling tight But it always slips away Every time I open up This book of mine I always find It's all lost, it's all gone No thanks to the endless loop of Apathy, perpetually Tearing up the pages of My feelings to not be And I~ can't make it stop A melody Was effortlessly free But now I only see An empty diary