Alone Still alone Alone inside my room, my thoughts begin to crawl Echoes in my head like I'm trapped behind these walls Through empty hallways I can hear it call my name Loneliness is whispering: You're mine, you'll stay the same This empty house is starting to breathe The silence gets louder, it's choking me And this void I tried so hard to escape Is the only thing that ever stayed Maybe I'll never feel What it's like to have something real I was never meant to be loved for real Just pieces of me for the way they feel They come too close just to take what they need Then disappear, and abandon me And I'm still here trying to understand If there's more than this, if I even can Or was I born just to fade away Inside myself, where I always stay Everyone who comes just takes their part Digging deeper holes inside my heart And when there's nothing left to steal They leave me here with what I feel I just wanna ride into the night Take my bike and disappear from sight Feel the wind tearing through my skin Outrun the chaos that I'm in No direction, no way back Maybe peace is off this track I was never meant to be loved for real Just pieces of me for the way they feel They come too close just to take what they need Then disappear, and abandon me And I'm still here trying to understand If there's more than this, if I even can Or was I born just to fade away Inside myself, where I always stay What if it's just me in the end? No one to lose, no one to pretend Then I'll run till the road runs dry Chasing the Sun as it burns the sky The void is calling And I'm too tired to fight If no one ever stayed Why should I try? Maybe I was never meant to feel Anything more than what they steal But I'm still running through the night Looking for something that feels right If I crash, let it set me free From everything that's killing me At the end of the road I'll see If there's something left of me, just me And the road Till the Sun goes down