When I think of you I try not to lose my shit But I'm so gone Smotherer And I can't breathe (i can't breathe) When I die She's looking for me (looking for me) Let my heart bleeds Only for her (only for her) And I just want to live for me The suffocation Just hold the blanket on my head oh, yeah Don't come take it Maybe fucking fake it again oh, yeah And I can't breathe And I can't breathe (Yeah, yeah) Smotherer And I can't breathe (i can't breathe) When I die She's looking for me (looking for me) Let my heart bleeds Only for her (only for her) And I just want to live for me