I Remember Almost Nothing Now The Fear Is Here Once More Visions Of What's To Come Just Beyond An Open Door How Could I Be So Wrong To Try And Foresee My Life Wasn't What I Wanted To Live This Lonely Lie How Can I See That Far, It's Up To Me Now And The Choices I've Made To Lose Somehow Looking Back On Tomorrow Now It's All That I Have Just Something To Remind Me Of Such Sweet Memories Well It's Been So Long Still And I've Never Known What's Right Just Something To Remind Me I Mustn't Linger On The Past How Can I See That Far, It's Up To Me Now And The Choices I've Made To Lose Somehow