Big Sparkling New

here i am all alone again with the tv glow and the sound of
 the trains rumbling and after pushing the smoke from my 
lungs the late night applause derails the thoughts from my 
head i'm cold calloused yet frail dangling like thread from
 the head of a nail this is me after everything's through 
this is me beginning to unscrew over and over again this is
 me big sparkling new if i could i'd clear the screen to 
black it glares ruthlessly and all i can do is stare back 
i'm broken can someone please fetch
the tape wind it 'round my neck to keep my head anchored in
 place i'm cold calloused yet frail dangling like thread 
from the head of a nail this is me after everything's thru 
this is me beginning to unscrew over and over again this is
 me big sparkling new