Now, I can take this Everything I know Realized that I'm nothing I wanted to be I can never change Anything I've done Because it's the only thing I have left Blame myself again For what I didn't do Never really knew it was coming from me You change the way I felt The worst is yet to come Because I have gone too far now Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody Change my mind And it leads me to a new disease Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody Let it die But it still becomes a new disease Today Is this all worth what This has done to me Water down my senses and turn them on me Fuck morality And everything I know If I didn't hate this then I couldn't go Impersonate myself for what I used to be Denial is all that's left now Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody Change my mind And it leads me to a new disease Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody Let it die But it still becomes a new disease Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody Change my mind And it leads me to a new disease Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody Let it die But it still becomes a new disease Dreaming in my head I'm suffering instead I can't remember why This meant so much to me No! Did I ever want this? And I coulda been And I woulda been No! Did I ever want this? And I coulda been And I woulda been Conceiving in my head I'm suffering instead I can't remember why This meant so much to me Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody Change my mind And it leads me to a new disease Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody Let it die But it still becomes a new disease Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody Change my mind And it leads me to a new disease Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody Let it die But it still becomes a new disease But it still becomes a new disease But it still becomes a new disease