I wore my flaws like armor Thought it kept me strong You kept bleeding in patience While I dragged it on too long I mistook your kindness Treated love like it was mine Now I see wreckage Buried deep in wasted time If could turn the hands I'd cut the rust away But the hands I have just pushed you further every day I broke the best thing I ever knew Stuck in old habits I tore it in two Now I'm screaming at the walls but they don't bend Cause I lost the only one I won't find again No I won't find again Hm, Hm Find again No, I won't find again Find again You were more mercy You were more than gold I was deaf to all the warnings Too afraid to let them show I built a prison In my patterns Locked us both inside You were reaching for the daylight I was choosing not to try If could turn the hands I'd cut the rust away But the hands I have just pushed you further every day I broke the best thing I ever knew Stuck in old habits I tore it in two Now I'm screaming at the walls but they don't bend Cause I lost the only one I won't find again No I won't find again Hm, hm Find again No, I won't find again Find again Hm, hm Find again